When a door closes......

I have not been posting due to a few things, sickness had been through our home and recently something happened that I just didn't want to broadcast.
My sweet hubby lost his job. We thought it might happen and over the weekend, we kept praying for Heavenly Father's will be done. I know that He knows what is best for our family. Donnell and I made different plans according to different scenarios. He had his meeting on Monday and when he picked me up for my lunch break, it broke my heart to see him like he was. He kept apologizing for letting me down and promising to do everything and anything to make sure the bills get paid. I assured him that he did not let me down ever and that his past actions since the day I married him has shown me his character and that I knew he would still provide for us. I know that this has the potential to be a very big blessing for us, if we lean on Heavenly Father. He went today and applied for unemployment, this step will allow him to go back to school in the fall and finish his computer programming. He will have this time to heal his back and get healthy and to be able to spend more time with Josh in preparing for a mission. The things I am most afraid of is the lack of insurance for my husband and son. Donnell takes blood pressure meds and Josh needs to do all the dentist and doctor stuff for his mission. I love Donnell and I know that we will be fine, just need to learn to budget better and we won't have as much "fluff" stuff that we like to do. Trials are to make us stronger and I am determined to help this one become a true blessing. I have fear and worries a lot, but am trying. Each day another thought will creep in my head, yesterday it was the lack of life insurance. We had a really good policy through his work and heaven knows I want my Donnell here, it was a safety net. I did not want to post about this as I wanted to protect Donnell. Sometimes people judge and then I realized that anyone that knows him. They know the strong, funny, hard working man that he is. I am grateful for the family that I have.
Gratitude list:
1. thankful for my job-although it doesn't pay great, it is something I love to do and it helps with the bills now.
2. Donnell being accepted for unemployment although we don't know when it will kick in.
3. My testimony of the gospel and how I know Heavenly Father is aware of me.
4. That Brinae has a good job and has good health benefits.
5. grateful that I just got my new glasses on Donnell's insurance before the loss of job!

Keyboard is going to make this blogging so much easier

I had been using Serenity's laptop as mine is messed up, imagine Savanna wanting it back haha(She loves to watch Seventh Heaven on it), so Donnell bought me a keyboard yesterday so I can use my Ipad to do my blogging and computer stuff-can I say I love it!!!!
This has been a busy but fun weekend. We spent the day yesterday shopping, a lot of it was window shopping and planning. Josh had gone with the youth to the Oklahoma City Temple, so Brinae went with us.
I'm still having a hard time with trying to figure out how to document my OLW project. I'm not sure that I want to use the divided page protectors, but I can't find a Smash book that will work either. I'm leaning towards making my own.  I need to take some more time and just really delve into studying my word-light.
My gratitude list:
1. being able to go to Church to hear Brinae's talk on kindness.
2. Brinae being willing to teach my lesson today as I was sick.
3. Donnell making dinner for us-yummy pork chops and mac and cheese.
4. Learning a new game Settlers of Catan-fun fun fun
5. being able to take Cassandra's kids to Church, all my grandkids were able to be in Church today-a good feeling!

Ice and cold

Today was a weather nightmare! It started with rain and then bam! ice everywhere. We watched as the sidewalks and parking lots froze at work, just wanting to leave for the safety of our own homes. We were able to leave at noon. Driving home was slow, I saw remains of an accident on the side of the road. I went and picked up Josh, he said the office was calling student names every few seconds, as more and more parents came to pick up their kids. Alma school district only ran a few of their buses, after parents that could picked up their kids, approx. 25 kids were left to maybe stay the night at school. The county sheriff took them home just a while ago. Crazy weather!! I just found out that one of my story time parents and her twin boys were not able to make it home and were holed up in a motel room, the last room they had available because of the ice.
We had cake and karaoke to celebrate Elvis Presleys birthday-he would have been 79 yrs. old.
Today is also my dad's birthday. He passed away in 1989 from brain cancer. I sure wish my younger kids could have met him. Serenity and Cassandra had him when they were younger. I have many happy memories of him.
I was able to work a bit on my OLW pages today. Still looking for a picture to make my word visible and a quote. I will post pictures soon of my pages.
Gratitude list:
1making it home safe and sound.
2. getting to leave work early
3 trying a new recipe(white chicken chili) and loving it
4 so grateful that all my kids and grandkids are safe in their homes tonight
5 grateful that Donnell was able to make it to work safely amidst all the ice(he said it was awful)

yesterday's gratitude list

Gratitude list for Tuesday Jan 7
1/ had fun at work
2. bought yummy healthy snacks at Walmart
3Donnell's dr. report was not as bad as feared, have to work on his taking meds on time and daily for blood pressure
4able to take a hot shower in my own bathroom
5 grateful to climb in bed tonight!

Brr it's cold!

This morning I woke up to very cold weather. I went to take a shower and found out our pipes had froze in the night. I had let the water drip in my bathroom, but I guess not enough. I melted ice cubes in the microwave so I could brush my teeth, I faked everything else and went to work.
Work was steady today, I didn't get half my to do list done, but I kept plugging away.
At lunch today we talked about one little word and Lynnette said she thought of a word for her this year and it is build. We explained to Amy and she picked less. I was so excited to have girls understand what I'm trying to do. It just makes it nice to have someone to talk to about and share the excitement.
Gratitude list:
1 Serenity sharing her shower with Josh and I tonight
2. Coming home to finding our water back on(at least to half the house)
3. Fuzzy warm blanket to cuddle on couch with
4. scripture study everyday so far this year
5 kneeling around the coffee table for family prayer together

Another quiet day

There were a lot of empty seats at Church today, probably due to the weather. I t was snowing, although it wasn't sticking, and cold. We did find out some of the people in Mountainburg and higher areas, could not get out.
Our Relief Society lesson was on repentance and God's open arms. Sister Pinot did a great lesson.
Gratitude list:
1 able to get my numbers transferred over to the new phone
2. quiet afternoon-even took a nap
3 Sister Pinot's lesson
4 yummy lunch waiting when I got home from Church(Donnell's back only allowed him to sit for Sacrament)
5finished my letter to Kyle.

Quiet simple day

I had a nice quiet day with Donnell, Josh, and Brinae. Josh is starting to feel better, his fever broke, but he is still tired. Sometimes simple days are the best!
 Gratitude list:
1. enjoying a movie with the family all bundled up in blankets.
2. Cheddars onion rings for lunch, mmmm!
3. Getting and looking at my Smash book stash(I'm making a weight loss journal)
4. Seeing Brinae get excited about making her own Smash book(her's is all about tasty stuff-recipes, kitchen, etc)
5. finally getting pages printed off (been a headache getting computer and printer to communicate) for my OLW and my Relief Society lesson next week.

Decluttering

I wanted to accomplish something this Christmas break before going back to work. Today we tackled decluttering our bedroom.  I  thought of my word light and decided that  I needed to be brave and not be afraid to throw away-thus making our room lighter. I managed to fill one of those big black garbage bags with clothes that I don't wear, I will donate them to the Outreach Center. I tried to use the "everything you touch -toss it, give it, or put away in its spot" rule. We did it! The sad part of the day was half way through and I figured Donnell would not be able to go on our date tonight due to the amount of work he was doing with his back, I was so looking forward to going out with him. It seems like forever since we had a date. I love him so much and felt guilty for feeling selfish. THe bedroom looks good and feels great, hopefully we will be able to go soon.
My gratitude list:
1. a clean bedroom
2. Downloading my new class from Big Picture Scrapbooking
3. My BPS class was free due to rewards!!
4 I was able to see Cassandra, Abby, and E.J. for a little while today-I just love them to pieces.
5. Sonic happy hour-little nuggets of ice and diet coke!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Another brand new start. The beginning of another year, the making of new year resolutions, the excitement of new goals, hopes, and dreams. I have always liked the beginning of everything-the first line or two of a new book to pull me in, the excitement of two lines on a home pregnancy test, the sense of willpower at the start of a diet, the thrill of the phone when starting a new relationship, all starts of new journeys-don't get me wrong I love the whole journey, but I relish the beginnings! This year is no different, new goals, or old goals reborn again-weight loss, eating healthy....., but along with those are the feelings of something new, something resonating deeper in me this time.
 My one little word for 2014 is Light. I want to invite more light into my life, I want to become lighter -weight wise, emotionally, stress wise, I want to stand in Christ's light more, I want to illuminate goodness more, there are so many opportunities with this word and I own it this year. My word last year was Be and even though I didn't quite accomplish everything I wanted to do with this word, I feel like I did learn to just be!
 My gratitude list today is :
1. Dr.'s for my Mady-she had to have surgery to rebreak her arm so it could be put in a cast.
2. So grateful that Mady did well in surgery.
3. Days off!
4. physical therapy for Donnell.(on his back)
5. My Josh-he is sick today. I am grateful that I can be his mom.